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| So no updates since God knows when... actually it tells you right below this entry the last time I wrote... Anyways...Dang, I don't even know where to begin! So much has happened to me this past year? almost two year? Shit I don't even know. I've experienced heatbreak, love, anger; every emotion you can think of, and in just one year at college. I attend Nova Southeastern University, and am just doing what I gotta do to be somebody in life. I've met a couple of great friends and I wouldn't trade them in for anything in the world. I've gone through the ups and the downs.. I just am content right now. No boyfriend, or anything for that matter. Well kinda. But let's not get into that.. | | |
| I`M G0ING T0 SEE MICKEY M0USE!!!
I`LL BE BACK TUESDAY!!!
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| i`m starting to really like this one boy named ______... I promised myself that I couldn't and wouldn't do that. Not just because it's wrong and I still have a "boyfriend" technically speaking. But my so-called boyfriend left me here without a good-bye, without a whole full-out explanation of the situation. All my homeboys tell me "You don't have a boyfriend, Dara." It's too much for me to handle. I guess that's what I get for always going for young boys. Marqus, is definitely the last one. I can't take their little excuses anymore. They are going through what I already went through. That's what makes it expecially harder. sorry the picture has absolutely nothing to do with how i feel. lol | | |
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i`m overly stressing everything about life right now.
i think i just need to get my priorities straight. i've been so busy with things that benefit me, that i forget that maybe in the longrun someone's going to get hurt.
i need to officially break things off wit marqus. i reread all his notes and instead of feeling pity, i felt angry because he lied to me when he said that he would do all he could to keep us together. i know he's in the bahamas because he in trouble, but it was our four month anniversary three days ago. i think he should have at least called.
i don't know maybe i`m still mad he didn't even call me to say bye... | | |
| i just came back from my brother`s taekwondo tournament. lol. congratulations to him. winning third place in sparring and in his freestyle performance. its almost too great that i`m not up there with him doing all those moves. i`m too uncoordinated for that.
lately i`ve been seriously slacking. in life. as a girlfriend. and as a friend. i really need to figure out how i want to decide which comes first, how to deal with situations, and what to say. i think i`m just scared to get hurt, afraid to loose a couple friends, especially since they've been there for me more than i have for them.
i want to thank Fat for everything he is. My best friend, my confidant, my competitor. He has stuck with me through all the boys, all the bitches, and certainly all the bullshit. The three B's. haha. He doesn't read this, but i thought I'd just give him a personal shoutout from the heart.
... it feels good to be back on xanga. =) | | |
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